seventy-six

this is so
monumentally
fucked
up

that you would go so far
as to take him from me
don't you see what you're doing?
i don't back down
and your schemes won't make it easier
what are you so afraid of?
that you might just be wrong?
well you are
you're so fucking wrong
even if you weren't before
you are now

and that you would take it away from me!
that you would even think of it!
you would ruin my entire life
and i would never forgive you
not ever
how oppressive,
that you would resort to taking
the one thing that i love more than anything
and you knew i'd comply
at the mention of it being gone

you are so much less of the man i thought you were
do you know how much i used to love you?
i thought you were flawless

it seems
there comes a time
in every girl's life
when she realizes that
her daddy is not the man
she wanted him to be

i didn't want to see it
i didn't want to see it

but it's staring me in the face