seventy-four

i'm sorry
i'm so sorry
i didn't think i'd miss you
but now you're gone
and i hate it

you were always there
just that presence
and when you finally started caring
do you even know how much it meant to me?
i know i got mad
but i love you
i've always loved you
even though i can't say it

and it seems things weren't what you expected
i'm sorry they made you so mad
(i know it, they make me mad too)
but they miss you
i know she regrets it
(finally!)

i'm sorry for every movie i never watched with you
and i'll look at anything you have to show me
i'll come out with you and your friends
we'll go shopping for movie costumes together
(we never did go to thrift stores)
i'll even buy you moe's
as long as you come back

make us a family again